Why I should study my ass of NOW.

Discretionary Admission »

We set aside up to 10 % of vacancies for consideration of exceptional candidates for admission to NUS. For such candidates, we will consider other factors besides grades. The following are some samples of exceptional achievements that we may take into consideration :

1. Medal winner at the International Olympiads (Biology, Chemistry, Informatics, Mathematics and Physics)
2. Winner in the National Science & Talent Search
3. Represented Singapore in Arts and/or Sports
4. Active participation in community service and volunteer programmes.
5. Work experience relevant to the course applied for (supporting document/s is/are required)
6. Key leadership positions in community organisations, sports and athletic clubs, etc (outside school)

In addition, you can provide information on awards/honours that you have won. If you wish to be considered under this scheme, you should provide the details in the 'Discretionary Admissions' section in the online application form. You should then follow up by sending supporting documents to NUS. Please note that if the 'Discretionary Admissions' section in the online application form is not filled in, you will be deemed as not interested for consideration under this scheme.

Why I should've put in more effort for A level Chinese.

Mother Tongue Language Bonus Points »

If you have done well in your higher MTL subject (Chinese, Malay or Tamil) or MTL subject (Chinese, Malay or Tamil) at the 'A' Level examination, you are eligible for MTL bonus points on condition that you pass the required modules in your respective MTL subjects:

1. Chinese Language or Chinese Studies.
2. Malay Studies.
3. South Asian Studies.

The following MTL bonus points will be awarded:

1. Two bonus points for applicants who attained at least an E grade H2 MTL;
2. One bonus point for applicants who attained at least an A grade in H1 MTL;
3. One bonus point for applicants who attained at least a B grade in H1 General Studies in Chinese; and
4. Students offering any combinations of MTL-related subjects are allowed to accumulate the MTL bonus points allocated for each subject, including a combination of H1 MTL and H2 MTL.
5. The cap on bonus points will be three.
6. For more information, you can visit MOE’s website at: http://www3.moe.edu.sg/cpdd/alevel2006/faqs.htm#Q29.

The MTL bonus points will be added to the Singapore-Cambridge GCE 'A' Level component for computation. The use of bonus points to gain admission to NUS is similar to the award of bonus points for admission to the Junior College Chinese Language Elective Programme.

If you have used the MTL bonus points for admission to the Arts and Social Science course, you will have to sign an undertaking at the point of acceptance.

For more information on the use of bonus points to gain admission to MTL-related courses, you can refer to MOE website.

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OMG! I cannot stand this ANYMORE.

There is nothing such as EXTRA knowledge. Gosh! Knowledge is bountiful, knowledge is everlasting, knowledge is limitless. Cringe at the phrase "EXTRA knowledge". Extra, doesn't it just nuance that something is unnecessary, unneeded and uncalled for? Eg, EXTRA money, EXTRA homework, EXTRA food, and the list goes one. For the love of Albert Einstein and Leonardo Da Vinci, can all those existing and aspiring educators out there abolish the phrase: EXTRA knowledge.

I hate it whenever I ask things out of the context and they say "you do not need to know this". But, I'll always rebut with a "but I WANT to know it". There is such a vast difference between wants and needs. Although wants are commonly associated with the frivolous, it doesn't mean it can't be good.

NEW revelations I've made about myself. I am an audio and visual learner. Cool huh... Hence, it is so very irritating when:
1. The teachers stutters.
2. The teachers' grammar stinks.
3. The teachers can't explain well with words.
4. The teachers feel handicapped when I ask them to write it out.

Oh the chore! I hate touching my phone to handle such administrative tasks and await hours for a reply when I have to study so fervently.

C'mon, MOTIVATE! (FB is killing me) but COME ON!!!

It is awful that A levels is so exam-orientated instead of knowledge-based.

Finally, the finals!

1. THE finals
http://chinesemusicblog.com/news/loud-and-proud-season-6-the-finals

2. final log in (until after you-know-what)

3. the FINAL LAP
I am going crazy, but I think I deserved it.

STUPID SLACKER!

OUCH!

So, there was the Orh Nee burn. Beautiful works of art I must say.
The very same day, there were showers. Loads.
Effectively, work was left at bay.

The next came our case study.
The actual theory test would come in about 45 days but the specimens of enveloped viruses made their way over earlier.
Now, the consequences of not studying that hard hit me.

Incoherency.

This is the sweetest :)

有人在关心你飞得高不高时，只有少数人在关心你飞得累不累 这就是朋友。这周是世界好友周，如果你愿意，把这条信息发给你的好朋友。借你的手帮我摸摸你的头，小声说：一定要照顾好自己，善待自己，与人为善，记得健康快乐！
爱+爱 = 非常爱
爱-爱 = 从头爱
爱X爱 = 无限爱
爱除爱 = 唯一爱

THANKS EQCH!

SHEEEEEEEEEEET!!!!!

我知道我的好胜心很强的，这次真是自作自受！
I can feel those butterflies coming out,
I guess, only I know how I am best.

The shit I've gotten myself into

As I look up into the sky,
I see the Heavens crying.
I thank God for that.
but I needed a hug...
Sorry I was made dense.

Tagged on Facebook by Lee Renyuan

1. Grab Your Phone.

2. What is the 3rd picture of in your phone?
A snapshot about a shop called Chingay in Serangoon.

3. What's your ring tone?
Some random monotonic tune, call me and you can hear it.

4. Who's the 1st person that comes up under M?
Mabel Ong from NHHS furtwelee.

5. Who's the last person you called?
Mom.

6. Who was your last missed call from?
Hagen Tan.

7. Who's the 1st person who comes up under C?
Candice Huang from NDP YPC 08'.

8. Who's your speed dial number 2?
No speed dial.

9. What does 3rd text in ur inbox say?
Hagen reminding me about recording tomorrow.

10. Who was your last received call from?
Edna Chng.

11. What does your 7th inbox text say?
Alicia telling me that she found the file I sent her.

12. How many messages are currently in your in box?
2655 item.

13. What is the wallpaper?
Some black cup with black liquid I believe to be coffee.

14. What is the screen saver?
No screen saver.

15. Who is the 4th message from in your inbox?
Google reminder.

16. Who's the 1st person who comes up under B?
Bao Xi from SAJC 08S17 (PAE).

17. How many bars of signal do you currently have?
Full bar.

18. What network are you on?
Singtel too.

19. Name every person you have text messages from inbox?
I refuse. I haven't cleared my inbox for months. I clear items selectively.

20. What does your 20th text message in your in box say?
Miss Sin asking me to meet her at the staff room door near the CC to get the mock paper from her.

21. Who is the first person in your contacts?
4th Grand Aunt.

22. Who is the last name in your contacts?
Zipeng from WHY few years back. (and I don't have a clue why I kept his number)

23. What does the bottom text in your inbox say?
Mrs Chang reminding us to get our secondary school testimonial from NHHS GO.

24. What is your balance?
Postpaid.

25. Who is the last person under H?
Huiping from Just tuition Centre.

26. What is your bluetooth name?
cphy.

27. How many numbers are in your phone?
Too many to be counted manually in a SHORT time.

28.Whats the first video on your phone of?
No video.

29. Could you live without it?
To a small extent, NO.

30. Coolest person in your inbox?
A lot of them are.

Life, the subjectivity of it.

1. Me and my intricate English expressions.
We were once tools of each other, at each other's disposal. Both naively concluded that one had the upper hand in this maneuvering. The conclusion of factual superiority was drawn only AFTER manipulation ceased. How ironic!

2. Morality is dependent on the society.
Shorts is a fundamental attire of mine. However, try that in Middle Eastern countries.

3. Opinions exists.
I said "God gave you a mouth for you to eat your food!"
Sis replied "God gave me a mouth for me to talk"
*rolls eyes and said* "Don't copy me, God gave you food so that you can finish it"
Sis concluded with a failed rebuttal "So I can talk and eat"

4. Truth is non-absolute. As science advances, quality of education improves, the past becomes obsolete.
The fact about 9 planets in which we all hold so dearly to, became 8.



Bottom line: EVERYTHING in life is relative. Adjective are relative. Opinions are formed based on relativity- comparison of prior knowledge. Don't get me started on it.

Understatedly PRUNEY!

Love the way he LOVE her.


& forget the past, find a NEW adventure!

He, who should never appear

I've successfully chased away the one who fervently made messaging an essential communication device. So smart! It was SUPPOSEDLY meant to be helpful in assisting me up my intelligence level by filtering out and eradicating all possible lies and means to make me disposable (technically everything that makes me seem like an ignorant and all-believing teenage girl).

Prayers supported my case and decision of such a move, but the mind just seem to keep running away from reality. Subconsciously, I am digging for everything once buried so impeccably by the very self-thought intelligent mind that maneuvered this very game plan.

Ignore those blind spots, ignore those illogical ideas. It was a move no doubt naive, shortsighted, imbecilic and seemingly orchestrated by the simpleminded. But trust me my dear, this would serve me (and maybe you) well in the long long NONG NONG NONG NONG run.

Everything is cast in stone, what's done cannot be undone. I will not see it being undone. There's nothing to be done about it, so, fly away with the wind.

All the best for my A levels! So, for Bio, there'll be Miss W, for Chem, there'll be SC or NYH, for Math, there's definitely NG YIHAN, Econs, Mr P (and maybe Andrew Ng).

It was a fun today, wrecking the kitchen of Andrew's. He never fails to be a good friend, as much as, my mind never fails to drift far far away from reality, from where I'm meant to be.

没有你的幸福,
是我要的.

The mindless

Music

My love, sing for me in the full moon night.
Where the bliss would light up even the stormiest times.

My love, sing for me throughout the night.
For happiness would last when you serenade me with that voice so crisp and bright.

My love, let me sing for you in the full moon night.
So that I can melt into your soulful eyes.

My love, let me sing for you thought the night.
For the strength you gave me made everything felt alright.

My love, let us thank god for words and melody.
It is because of that, music is a possibility.

Oh no!

If hearts were made to flutter,
there would not be love.



I wanted to dedicate a really idiosyncratic post of mine to my AWESOME hairdresser. If not for the FABULOUS mood I am in now, I would have drafted a much lengthier post. A levels is INCREDIBLE. Please get the sarcasm.

Although I must admit, the hair cut was unexpectedly pleasant.

LESS than 3 WEEKS!

In an attempt to refrain myself from banging my head against the table, I hit the books!

喜欢你 LOUD and PROUD :)

So excited! So nervous I am shaking!!

Go listen! For me? =]

http://chinesemusicblog.com/news/loud-and-proud-season-6-round-1-group-a

压力的压力

我想建设一座更大的万哩长城，让我与班隔绝。

理由很长。

不多说。

猜也猜得到。

xie gei wo suo wei de ma

Shou ji wu fa da chu zhong wen zi, jiu zhi hao yong han yu pin yin, qing duo duo bao han.


Zi cheng shi wo mu qin de ni, wo gan xiang da zhong xuan shi, shuo ni bu pei. Qing wen, shen wei mu qin de ni, chu le ba wo fu yang cheng ren, hai zuo le xie shen me? Wo jue de, cheng ren ni jing le ba wo fu yang cheng ren de ze ren ye tai gao pan ni de neng li le. Zhen de qing wen nin, zhe shi ba nian ling er ge yue, nin jing ze le ma?

Zi cheng shi wo mu qin de ni, dao di dui wo de ren shi you duo shao? Wo he shi huan, he shi chou, ni dong ma? Dui yu wo de xi nu ai le, ni jing li guo ma? Liao jie ma? Mu du guo ma? Wo bu xi han ni you mei you neng li ba wo wei bao, chuan de nuan. Zhi wen, zai hua li de wai ke, ru guo mei you zhen gui de nei rong you shui hui xin shang?

Zi cheng shi wo mu qin de ni, wo cai ni shi ren chuo ren le. Xiao jie, ru guo ni xiang fa fong de hua, qing dao jing shen bing yuan qu. Ru guo bu jie yi, wo ke yi bang ni jiao ji cheng che, yi zhan jiu dao le.

Xiao jie, ci di bu yi jiu liu, yin wei yi ge jia bu shi zhe yang de.

担心

担心，非常的担心，好担心，无用的担心。

之前虽然知道病情有可能很严重，但没什么去理睬，毕竟只有去照X光才会知道病情的真相。虽然会痛，虽然对我日常生活带来干扰，我还是过一天是一天。

不照X光还不用紧，一照了X光，一整天心情就平复不了。一整天静不下心去读书，胡思乱想，现在既然有股冲动想找人出去发呆。现在，只好等。因为等待而担心，也宁愿担心而等待。自相矛盾。浪费时间。

报告出来了会是怎样？妈说，有可能需要特别治疗。如果动手术的话怎么办？万一手术失败，死了算了也好。万一手术失败，死不了，终身瘫痪就惨了!!!

事到如今，只能担心

抢麦新人王 2009 半决赛

1. 我不是你想像的那么勇敢
大失水准，所有的脏话都可以出来了啦！唱完就知道死定了！走音，破音，没有观众交流，大大扣分！还是跟玉能 P.K., 要死咯！虽然分数只差他三分左右，我还是输了。
摄影队的人都以为我在哭。披头散发的样子也难怪他们会那么想。有些人也说其实我的表现是因为影响系统干扰才会一落千丈的。谢谢你们。I still think that it's the personal performance that determines the final product, other factor might play a part but there are really minor

2. 喜欢你
在后台拼了老命苦练着首歌。把输了的悲痛化成恋爱的喜悦，超级难！Kelvin 又突然的出现，到后台唱歌换衣。是又 paiseh 又尴尬的。在司仪 (Cecilia) 不断催我尽快做出抉择的情况下，我选了之耀。最终打成平手，TMD 我又必须唱歌。
Drinking gang 说我一边唱歌时一边扭屁股，seriously... 靠！怎么可能！人家都说他们真的被打动了，殿君也说什么“不是女人的女人在唱歌...”。基本上就是一大堆对我表现感到不可思议的感叹。
选错人了啦！若知道自己会得 81.75 的高分，一定 P.K. 勇全。Since he said he would really want to P.K. me cause I really don't want to P.K. him.

3. 再一次拥有
景扬 and I were like rapping the lyrics at the last seconds in attempt to memorise them and we kept psychoing myself that I can beat 之耀, the scenario was crazy and super hilarious.
When I knew I had to sing, I already changed, so I wore t-shirt and shorts and jacket and HEELS and ran out to find people to tell me the lyrics, everyone stunned! Then, of course, I changed back into Birks.
心惊胆跳，最终我和之耀同时进了大决赛。


谢谢大家的支持！感谢你们的降临！我会努力的！我会让你们失望，我会然自己失望。

把一切的不愉快扔掉，让不勇敢的我勇敢向前！

我真的很不开心

本来不是因该开开心心的吗？本来，那不是一种解脱吗？可是，现在非常懊恼。这是一种难言之苦，也是一种说不出的痛。也只有我，才能化解这悲伤。突破极限！可是如果那么轻易就可以办到的话，怎么叫做突破。如果那么轻易就可以超越的话，怎么叫做极限。

现在只可以说两个字 “努力”
再两个字 “加油”
再四个字 “坚持到底“
最后四个字 ”不能放弃”

真的不可以，你可以吗？

但，我不是你想像的那么勇敢。

study WOOTS!

GENERAL PAPER BT2 is tomorrow. Let me, increase my vocab in a cool way!

Incapacitate (verb): prevent from functioning in a normal way
example: Loving you, incapacitated me.

Utopia (noun): an imagined place or state of things in which everything is perfect
Dystopia (noun): an imagined place or state in which everything is unpleasant or bad, typically a totalitarian or environmentally degraded one
example: Like a child, I live in a make-believe utopian sanctuary. While, the world is practically near the state of dystopia.


Okay, now I am lazy to think of examples. Let me retain the expensive brain temporarily for it'll drop in value tomorrow.

旁观者清，当局者迷

On my way to SPH last Saturday from school, I saw Peixuan, coincidentally we were both going to the MRT station. The first thing she asked was, "How's your class?"

I stumbled and fumbled and spoke the truth, "I don't know how to answer that question."
"So it is still the same?"
"The same?"
"Ya, I thought previously..."
At that moment I was touched that someone actually realised, I was also shocked that someone actually realised.
I replied "OMG! Was it so obvious? Oh ya it was that obvious..."

I spent almost my entire life either being jinxed or jinxing others. How fun is that! I can't help but blame it on my greed, or ignorant following back in November 1999. I left those who I had held dear for a chance of getting better a education. Still young and naïve, I took for granted the love I had the who were close, and moved on.

The next few years were hell. Although along the way I meet some friendly samaritans, they never stayed for long. Many just moved on with the crowd- go with the flow they said. Slowly, even the flow stopped passing by. While many who occasionally dropped by commented on how incredibly constant I've remain, it was I who was shocked at how constant they remained in their thinking and observation skills. Needless to say, I have changed. On the surface, the sea looks calm, but you won't know what's brewing inside.

Strangely enough, environments of religious beliefs took a 360° turn in it's attitude towards me. Hypocrisy and hostility are the kindest words I can bestow upon them. However, those are just the superficial reasons to why I left, why I am dreading and why I am confused. If I were to substantiate those adjectives, it would take a lifetime as things that happened never stop happening.




So when Gerard asked what I did for PE today, I told him, I was busy with being despised. No I am not helping my case when I am constantly laughing at myself.

At that moment I really needed a hug to assure me that everything is okay. But, no one is there.

As this wall of self-protecting mechanism is building in process, I remain...



Such an ambiguous post. 至少，当局者清楚来龙去脉了。

where's the will?

Yesterday, you took the last fitness test in your live and you've gotten a bronze. However, you have lost the capacity of a child to believe in miracles and to be fully convinced that nothing is impossible.

"Don't give up!"
"C'mon it's the last round"
"Bigger strides! And regulate your breathing!!"
All four of them shouted. They were running and pushing (Germaine did) and encouraged me at the same time. A part of me just wanted to say thank you and ask them to shut up while another part of me was caught in the dilemma of not wanting to let them down and giving up.

While running, many things flashed through my mind in the midst of trying to grasp for air and concentrate on not falling down amidst the racket. Mainly, it was about the 2.4 in secondary 4.

My class was full of athletes, as usual, the dancers, the runners and the uniform group people. Then there's me, the choir girl. It was the last year of secondary school life and I really wanted gold for NAPFA to look nice on my report book.

I remembered that fateful day before the run I told Vivian I would beat her, finally. Obviously, she took my words half-heartedly, but I wasn't going to let her off that easily. Throughout the run, I constantly pushed myself to be in front of her. Even when I knew she was far behind, I pressed on. I prayed and ran, at the same time being so proud of myself being so faithful and being so proud of God for giving me the strength I needed. So the bible said, ask and you shall be given, seek and ye shall find, knock and the door would be open unto you.

Needless to say, I got the grade for gold. However, I did not manage to attain a gold due to some problems with a hairy monster for 5 stations (but that's another story of its own). According to school's arrangements, I'll have to take a retest weeks after. Therefore meaning that I had to run again.

It was a really dramatic and horrifying experience after my first run as I fainted 6 times on the way to class and only decided to take the lift up to class on the 6th level after failing to literally crawl a flight of stairs. I would seriously rather die than relive that traumatic experience. Still, PE teacher didn't give in to my constant refusal to run- until I cried.

I can blame it on the form of running, blaming that it is psychologically different to run in one big round and 6 small rounds- preferring the former. I can blame it on the terrain for the difficulty in running, blaming it to be full of slopes that impedes our progression in speed- when thousands other Nan Huarians did the same thing. These are the supposedly flaws of the discrepancies in the testing of 2.4 I've fussed over.

Similarly, I found myself lost between finding a comfort zone within cynical and naïve. Often, I find myself, as ironic as it may sound, being on two sides at the same time. I was fighting an unnecessary battle in my head as I struggled to surpass my physical limits. The arguments used by both stands were often derived from unfounded worries and insignificant basis.

Nuff' said as I thank all those who ran my me and tried all means to assist me in passing. Really, I'm touched. I was just too exhausted after the run to say a word and too loner in class to talk to anyone.

Without strong will power, where would you stand in life?

Perhaps my limit rests where psychological will is unchallenged by physical inability.



All I really needed was solitude, away from the constant judging of the cruel society with person beside, quietly encouraging and pushing me on with words from the bottom of the heart. Because, at times, actions really cheers much louder than words.

Replying tags

Realised my tagboard is dying and flooded with unreplied tags. so....

1.
cecilia: haha get your license with my dad! ie: learn from him! haha
cphy: Haha yea I can learn from him. Told my mom I would learn right after A's

2.
Ryan: women drivers. lol
cecilia: lol whats with male and the whole woman drivers thing
Ryan: specifically to bimbos, thankyou.
cphy: SHUT UP LRY! I know what or who you are referring to.

3.
yelin: here to say HI cos I m still not sleeping and there s school tmr!
cphy: HAHA you haven't broken my record of not sleeping and having school the next day. I just broke my own record yesterday. I think I slept at 4+.. O.o almost died of fatigue

4.
daCoolioDude: o.O no updates? haha=]
JPHM:D: eh, update larh. aft ur b'dae thn dowan update liao ah. -.-" always use comp but dowan to update.
cphy: UPDATED! I am trying to use the computer less ah! Besides, my life is not so colourful and appealing. Less updates won't really matter. Haha marcus your blog is more interesting la!! Just don't be so EMO!! My birthday you still need me to update meh? You were there wad...

5.
JPHM:D: and link me !!!!!!!!
cphy: I will (along with other people's blog) when I edit my template

6.
chunky: sorry! I went to watch tian leng on my bday larh... asked u u said no $ rmbr...
chunky: wanting jie herself cannot secure tickets leh. but dianjun said can ask box office I'm going to try this saturday haha =D so we might still have some hopes
cphy: REALLY NO MONEY MAH!! But if I knew there were no more tickets left I would have gone (even if I have to beg or borrow). try to get tickets ahh!! I WANNA WATCH!!!!!!

7.
daCoolioDude: 为什么说"为什么"？ =X
steph: hanoh. why why.
xinyue: 十万个为什么！so boliao ah. wei shen me what?
cphy: Haha 为什么 a lot of things. A lot, A LOT! =]

8.
xb: ♥your latest posts!!

cphy: haha 过奖了, many others love ALL your posts!

就不多说，一句话就够。

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My 18th Birthday!

30 more minutes and it is (finally) over.

There is still this Saturday and it marks the end of the celebrations.
In total, a week.
In short, prolonged torture.
In all, short lived happiness.
In Chinese, 追求完美的路上，越不完美.

Still, I love all you who made this importantly insignificant day seem so insignificantly important. I took photos, though not a lot, and I may go in depth when I have the time and mood to.

For now, I shall return to actually writing my diary (if I actually not bore myself to death first)


I am officially 18!
Of all things, I am (I guess) most cite to get my driver's license. The rest just seem so importantly insignificant compared to the insignificantly important piece of paper that makes me legal on the road.

Happy earth day

1 Day and counting!

To be more exact, it is coming in 30 minutes!


Dinner out with the girls! I am really tired now, so I shall keep things real short.
Dinner was as expensive as expected, but Marche has NO SERVICE CHARGE!!! Damn cool!! Maybe we should go there more often.
I kinda realised I am the ONLY single soul! The girls and their boyfriends, FIANCE, etc... Amber had a great time making jokes about the China men and Steph with the Shiyong jokes. I was going crazy.

Although Ruth and Cheryl couldn't make it, but it is fine. We can always have another date.

You just gota love them.



I love them for loving me the way I used to and will always be.
&I love them for being them the way they were and how they blossomed to be.

2 Days and counting!

YESTERDAY
Morning:
Played taboo with the couple
Had AWESOME branch

Afternoon:
Peixun Ying meeting
Had very nice jelly beans

Night:
Dinner at Villa Bali
Birthday cake from Valentino's
The Ng's and relatives came
Ng brothers and Png children went Vivo and did nothing
We then cabbed down to Katong for pool
I stink so badly at pool
Lost to both Ng brothers at pool

Wee hours of the morning:
5 of us sang
Yihan bought 2 bottles of Heineken and a bottle of Cola with 8% alcohol
Yikai can sing better than Yihan (basically, Yihan is monotonous)
Evil Yihan keeps ejecting my songs
He was so mean he pissed me off


TODAY
Morning:
Got dressed and slacked around the house

Afternoon:
Waited for an hour for people at Harbourfront MRT
While waiting I saw random people like Jiaying, Luyao, Junquan and Joy (and BF)
Talked to the 2 latter
Twan and Loo pang seh
lunched at Bistro 103 with Vic, KK and Weijia
Vic was so full he can barely walk
Went B&J's for a second round
Roamed Vivo aimlessly

Night:
Gobbled and swallowed dinner without tasting and chewing
Ran with heels to Esplanade
Late for CATS and had to sit outside
Missing the first 20 minutes left me blur for the rest of the show

Realised I got a cut on my finger (but don't know why)


I REGRET NOT BUYING THE CATS PROGRAM BOOKLET AND SOUNDTRACK SO MUCH!!

4 days and counting

You said
"I can always act like I don't care
But I can't pretend it doesn't affect me"


I am at Peixuan's house now!!!!!!!! Food was AWESOME! AWESOME!!!!! Dessert was great! I loved it when DJ said "IT IS FRIDAY NIGHT!!" This is my favourite period of the week, followed by Saturday. I hate Sunday, because the next day would be Monday and the dreaded week follows.

It was great to see the vibe J1s have towards IOTA, let's hope it really last. I would have to have an EXCO that actually functions! Please...



I say
"You can't stop things from happening
But you can change the way you view it"

5 Days and counting!

I was so tired after coming home from dinner yesterday that I just slept! (Oh no another break in the blogging chain!) The lethargy didn't subside and it was brought forward to today. I practically just stoned the whole day, couldn't concentrate at all! Thank God today was light (but at least I'm not as tired as Jonathan, he actually slept during one of the uninteresting dances and God bless him, he has training later.)

Breathing and heartbeat is getting more irregular.
Come what may!
and so in May, I shall treat NUS like home.
Appointment madness!!

Failed attempts to ask people out to study, and the other way don't always turn out good too!



&SO MANY THINGS just go on.. and on...

7 Days and counting!

Wow! Time flies..

I'm so tired right now, my eyes are all burnt out from all the knitting (even the mac battery is running low). I'm suddenly lost for words now, I blame it on tiredness.

Swam, studied with Joy, booked Marche, wasn't explicit enough, booking Bistro 103, going to message people, hated school, thank God for a short school day.

I've got loads more to crap, but there's no more energy left in my eyes to do so.

Individual Medley for 25m: 1 minute 23 seconds (SUPER SLOW!)